31st
May
May
KVN
Kevyn is really the name. I am obsessed with everything traditional disney and everything beautiful, obvious or not. Get with it.
30th
May
May
He said,
“Stop playing games with me, it’s not fair.”
It never occurred to me I was playing games. I sincerely thought I was sharing my feelings because we can, that was our story. That was us, that was our relationship, not this dramatic bulllshit that we saw all the other couples encounter. But boo, it is not my fault, I wanted to say, something keeps telling me mess everything up right now, and trust it and hope that it leads me back to you.
Well maybe that was our relationship. Maybe we were just like the rest before us, joyously going through the petty stages towards a break up, smilingly the whole way through, oblivious to the crashing and burning in the end. Just maybe. Hopefully that was only a slight possibility. Hopefully there were a million other possibilities that were in our favor and we just had to wait for it. Hopefully. All I could I do was hope, pray, and plead while I held him. I held onto him as long as I could, until it was too painful to see him so uncomfortable in my arms. I let him go, to only pray that he would come back to me.
secretjo: Sure... um, tell me how to send it... Email would be easy, gimme your address and I'll send it now if you'd like.
okay:) kevynlauren@kindle.com
But i need to have yours first so i can approve you as a sender then you can send it, otherwise you will have to send it twice separately.
